Every single day ever since I found out about Tony I have thought about him and prayed for him. I am not a religious person, I don't pray on a regular basis, hardly ever really. So, I figure if I'm praying it must be heard since its so rare coming from me.
Anyways, ever since I talked to Tracy my world has been rocked. We had just hung out with them and even did a cache run about 2 weeks before Tony's stroke. He was fine. Its so scary to think one minute your fine and the next minute your world is upside down. It scared me. It still scares me. I haven't spoken to Tracy since it first happened. Ive been afraid to find out more. I know I was being selfish and I'm sorry Tracy. I should have been more supportive. I have come to realize that I lived in a fairytale world where no bad ever happens. This definitely shattered that world. Tony is so young. I definitely didn't believe bad things happen to people that I know, especially people that are young and so full of life.
I have thought about Tony and you and your entire family each and everyday. I just wanted you to know that.
I just discovered this forum today and I'm glad that there is so many people in T"n"T's lives that are praying for them and offering their support.
Please Tracy let me know if there is anything I can do for you and your family. I apologize for not being there more for you.
Kristen